I can’t stop thinking about my ex. He treated me so bad, he was inconsistent and he had anger issues.
Eventually I blocked him everywhere because he went on a weekend away and that night we spoke at 3am and he told me he loves me for the first time.
The next morning I just wanted to speak to him but he said later. Then he never picked up my phone calls.
I told him it’s hard to trust him when he acts this way and he went off at me, and then we didn’t speak for two days. That’s when I blocked him.
It hurt so much for him to say he loves me for the first time and then just throw it in my face like that.
I keep checking his social media since and he keeps sharing new photos of himself.
It sucks because it’s been so hard for me to just forget him and I don’t get how he can just enjoy his life and I’m here like this.
It was really hard for me to open my heart up and be with him but I fell so hard. I’d been in one serious relationship before and I was cheated on and it was hard for me to recover.
And now I feel devastated and hopeless. Like I’m never gonna be loved. I know love shouldn’t matter but I’m a 25 year old female. It’s gonna matter to me.
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