What should I do to move on and be happy?

My dating life has been such a flop and I’ve been focusing on myself but sometimes it’s hard not to dwell on the past.

I can’t stop thinking about my ex. He treated me so bad, he was inconsistent and he had anger issues.

Eventually I blocked him everywhere because he went on a weekend away and that night we spoke at 3am and he told me he loves me for the first time.

The next morning I just wanted to speak to him but he said later. Then he never picked up my phone calls.

I told him it’s hard to trust him when he acts this way and he went off at me, and then we didn’t speak for two days. That’s when I blocked him.

It hurt so much for him to say he loves me for the first time and then just throw it in my face like that.

I keep checking his social media since and he keeps sharing new photos of himself.

It sucks because it’s been so hard for me to just forget him and I don’t get how he can just enjoy his life and I’m here like this.

It was really hard for me to open my heart up and be with him but I fell so hard. I’d been in one serious relationship before and I was cheated on and it was hard for me to recover.

And now I feel devastated and hopeless. Like I’m never gonna be loved. I know love shouldn’t matter but I’m a 25 year old female. It’s gonna matter to me.
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Thank you so much guys! You’re all angels ❤️ I’m going to ready your comments every time I feel crap.
What should I do to move on and be happy?
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