Break Up & Divorce

Is the desire to be accepted in life asking for too much?

So I go about my day and sometimes I find myself falling into deep thoughts about events that unfolded in the past such as experiencing a breakup last year and I was devestated after the breakup and to the point where I went into autistic burnout my apartment fell completely apartment I didn’t have motivation for anything I almost lost my housing because I couldn’t go to work and some family members couldn’t understand how or why I was falling apart the way I was. At the moment it felt like it was the relationship itself ending that deeply bothered me but now reflecting months later it was the sensation of being accepted something that I didn’t even experience as a child and losing that was devastating, 3 years ago I thought I was living a life that seemed out of reach I had a girlfriend, a social circle, a dog. I felt accepted in ways I never felt before. When all that basically went away last year it made me feel like the same kid who was was never good enough to be accepted for all those years. The only difference is i completely fell apart now versus then because I had my mother to shield me because she knew I was on the spectrum

Is the desire to be accepted in life asking for too much?
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