Is she hurt or does she want me to run begging?

[bulleye]

So a continuation to one of my question here. (Can't paste link). We were onn and off. I was possessive, took her for granted, played mind games and gaslighted her and she walked away after much begging and pleading. I was chasing others. But when she started going on dates I felt hurt and cheated.

Now she is my colleague and avoids me as in just pretend I don't exist. I finally talked to her at office cafe. This time she didn't run away or evaded me.

I lost it. I again got captured by the beauty of her eyes. It was magnetic. I kept it cool and asked how how she had been? She replied politely. The conversation continued.

Finally she opened her phone and showed me her vision board and said 'Do you see yourself here? I don't.' She walked away. Somewhere I felt the rejection again that I faced from her several years back, the same rejection I never expected anytime when she was begging.

Is she still hurt or was she expecting me to beg her for pardon?

[melnc]

Even the Joker wouldn't have dared to do what you just did.
No matter what, you're a player

[happyfoetus]

He isn't a player. He is the joker in the drama he wrote for himself. Good riddance for her.

[Nikki1989]

Sounds like you blew it big time.

[bulleye]

Is she expecting an apology?

[Plugs]

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣. What’s wrong with u

[Plugs]

Even if u apologise it won’t fix shit

[Plugs]

Why are not dumping her , clearly u are cheater and liar.

[Walksbehindtherows]

What is this nonsense?

[Anonymous]

Leave her alone?