Polls: Break Up & Divorce

I don't know if I can find love in here but I need someone to love me and care for me. My boyfriend broke up with me last week and it's been really hard without him cause I love him so much. I am in dire need of more friends, someone to talk to and share my thoughts with.. Is it okay that I can't love someone else even tho he has moved on? I don't know why it's hard for me to forget him?💔😩

My ex and I have a son together, he's both our first born. My ex and I had a tumultuous relationship and sadly I stayed after a lot of disrespect/abuse and would reach out to him and told him I missed him and wanted to be a family only for him to reject me and further disrespect me. Since then I've moved on and have self love and respect for myself. We do not talk at all. His said things didn't end bad with his other ex and they continued to talk on the phone while he was in a relationship with me.

Anyway here are the lyrics from a song he posted to his Facebook, do you think they're about me or his ex?

A love letter came through the mail, it said, "I miss you"
I ripped it up and flushed with the tissue, try to forget you
I ain't got nothing against you, we human, we all got issues
But I'm tired of being tired of being tired
That part of me done died
I know I wasn't there for you, at least I said I'm sorry
You know what it was, I told you that I was heartless
I'm emotionally scarred, that ain't even your fault
But don't listen to them haters tryna fill your ears with salt

So long story short I dated my ex for a year but were really good friends for about 2 years before this. towards the end we were longish distance because of college (about an hour and a half) and he ended up cheating on me (kissing another girl at a party) and calling it off. I was really sad but it’s been about 9 months and he apologized for his actions and told me it was the biggest mistake he has made. The problem is I still think I’m in love with him, and based on what he said I have reasons to believe that he might feel the same. Do I admit to him that I still have pretty strong feelings for him?

If you do, why are they your favorite?

So my boyfriend has been threatening to break up with me for weeks now and keeps changing his mind. He threatened to breakup with me today and said I don’t love you anymore. He only threatens to breakup up with me when he’s angry. He never initiates anything sexual and our conversations are so dry. I don’t know if he’s saying these things out of anger or he actually fell out of love with me.

What I mean is: When you break up with someone, are you ever open to the idea of getting back together with them?

I texted my crush. We both said we like each other. But he’s a horrible texter. It took him over a day to respond to my text. I’m kinda mad so I’m trying to decide whether I should leave him on read or delivered. But for the people who say I'm overreacting, I honestly want to know if it's reasonable to take that long.

PS he truly is bad at communicating but I mean everyone always has a phone on them right?

Please do a favour and reply to this poll. This would really mean a lot.

There's this guy I love for like 2 years... We've been friends for 3 years. And he has trust issues.
Some days before someone told him something totally insane about me and he believed it. He even scolded me.
But personally I don't want to go and clear the misunderstanding because he will think I'm lying so I'm trying to do that and also because I value my self respect.(if he didn't bother to ask me about the misunderstanding directly, why should I go and explain myself like a total idiot?)
Moreover he isn't even ready to listen my side of the story.
What should I do?
{P. s.-- Thanks for reading}