My girlfriend is pregnant but I am not in love with her, what should I do?

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Hello everyone,
Sorry if my writing is not perfect I am a little panicked.
There is a girl I have been dating for 4 years on and off, she is 7 years older and it has never been a serious relationship (I have made it clear with her, she is also is my first relationship).
Because she had feeling for me, I didn't wanted to take advantage of her and we where about to break up, however she just told me that she's pregnant for 7 weeks (she's didn't tell me before).
On one hand she wants to keep the baby because she don't think she will have a chance to be pregnant with someone else she's in love (she's 34), and she's very emotional about loosing her baby (abortion). On the other hand she thinks it would be to hard to manage a kid alone if I leave her. She don't want to tell me if she's going to keep it or not, she told me that if she keep it I am welcome with her.
However I am not in love with her and whatever decisions I take I don't think I could forgive myself. I want her to be happy, but I don't think I could be happy staying with her, I also don't think I could be happy abandonning my kid or having my kid separated with two parents.

I still live with my parents but they don't even know I was still dating her :(

I am very confused about how I should manage with this situation, and if I could forgive myself for my actions
My girlfriend is pregnant but I am not in love with her, what should I do?
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