Girls, Had to make peace with a long term on-off friend who I had feelings for, block?

[Anonymous]

This is what I sent, "My feelings for you came back, it's hard to keep a friendship when honestly I want to take care of you and do more as a boyfriend and a relationship. They never leave, they only get suppressed over time. I don't know what's stopping you but ya if you do not feel the same way, I can't live with being anxious each day, my mental health is so fucked. I worry about you a lot and I wish I can do more, I want to physically spend time with you and I do not look forward to the day of finding out you're with/fucking someone, it's like dying slowly."

The last thing I sent, I don't know if I should say much more.

[luvstoned4him]

I am experiencing the same thing with my friend. He has feelings for me and I dont. I tried to make it work by only hanging out once a year with him but he said every time he sees me he feels happy and sad. Happy because he likes me but sad that we won't be more and I've tried but I just dont have those feelings for him.

We had a fight and I decided to block him in hopes of him forgetting me and these feelings. It just seems that being friends is too hard now. He was my best friend but i dont want him to suffer so I rather he be happy without me than for him to be my friend and be miserable for the rest of his life.