I really dont know what i should do. I feel awful inside my heart. Currently im in a relationship with a great guy we've been together almost a year but have yet to meet in person since we're far apart and he treats me so well. I do feel happy in my heart. We've known each other almost a year as well. We moved pretty fast but have a lot in common but lately i can't seem to shake my childhood crush off my mind. Its a long story but we had a strong bond and i catch myself missing him. I never told him goodbye and i guess i miss him. Im lost and stuck because i dont wanna lose the guy who loves me either. Someone please help dont judge me.