I don't know what it means?

[Whyjustwhyyyyy]

So I joined my Masters' in 2019 and moved to a different city in my country. I'm an introvert so I don't really make friends easily. It was the first day of college and there was this small outing that the college was taking us on to explore the landmarks of the city. I sat in the bus alone and this guy from my class sat besides me as there were no other seats empty. He tried making a conversation but I was in one of my moods and didn't really respond other than one word replies. So he left to talk to other people in the bus. I ended up liking another guy in my class but got turned down eventually. Then I dated a guy I met on a dating app. While dating him, there was a camping thing organised by my college so I ended up going there because of my friend (I really enjoy being on my own). There I met that guy from the bus again. We ended up really liking each other but I was already dating someone. And this guy was on dating apps as well. Eventually I ended up ending my relationship with the guy I met on dating app and started liking the guy from the bus. He wasn't serious about anyone as his parents live in Germany and he wanted to move there and pursue a course there. But the university he aimed for is extremely difficult to get into so he wasn't sure if he'd get in. During lockdown we kept talking, video calling and he asked me out for a date. But I lived in a different city as him and we agreed to go on a date post lockdown. We were unable to go on a date due to being busy with college. After college ended, my parents moved to the same city where he's from. I was very happy that we'd be in the same city. We went on a date which ended up in me being angry as I had really high expectations of him. He ended up getting selected for his course in Germany. However since someone from his family died, he's still in the country. I have no contact with him since the argument and almost all his friends hate me so I can't really know anything. Do you think we're meant to be?

[thefinalinformative]

No. If your expectations of him were not met, that means you never liked him in the first place, you like this version of him you have created in your head. When you realized he wasn't how you imagined, you were upset and it sounds like you took it out on him. Sorry, but it seems the hate from his friends is justified.

If you have high expectations of people you've never met in real life, you're going to live a very disappointing life.

[Whyjustwhyyyyy]

We had met in real life pre pandemic. We were in different divisions of the same class. This is a shorter version of events because of the word limit. I know that I made the mistake of making comparisons between me and every girl he has ever known but I do love him. I own up to the mistakes that I made. I just want him to come back.