So I met this guy at work a month and half ago. He only worked there for two weeks then quit to go to a better job. Since the day we met, we’ve been in contact everyday. We’ve been getting close and we were both talking about meeting up again one day. This is the first guy who’s ever gotten to know me and stayed the longest. I can be myself around him and so can he. We hadn’t seen each other since he was at work and invited me to his house. So I said okay I’ll go. When I got there, he didn’t look the same as I thought. We talked, cuddled and kissed. I never kissed a guy in my life and this was my first time and regret it. For some reason I feel like I shouldn't kissed him.
We hung out for another hour then left. When we were cuddling, he was touchy and kept asking me was I okay or was I uncomfortable every 5 minutes. This is the most further I’ve gotten with a guy. I was a little uncomfortable but I told him I was fine anyway. He held my hand, gave me his jacket and let me play on his phone. I told him I had to go and he wanted to hang out longer but I made an excuse. As I was leaving he told me he has this gut feeling that I won’t text him back after this. While I was driving, he texted if I was okay. I didn’t reply.
I got home and was feeling anxiety. I have this feeling I shouldn’t have met up. As soon as I parked in my drive way, I got a call from him and he asked if he did anything wrong. I said no I’m good and he said okay and hopes we can meet later. I tried to take a nap to forget about it but he kept calling my phone asking if I’m okay and if he did anything wrong. I already answered and told him he was good and he didn’t do anything wrong but yet he keeps contacting me asking if I’m okay. I don’t know if I should’ve met him and kissed him like that but same time I feel like there’s nothing wrong. My interest in him has suddenly dropped which is weird because the guys always lose interest in me first. I don’t know what to do. Any advice?
We hung out for another hour then left. When we were cuddling, he was touchy and kept asking me was I okay or was I uncomfortable every 5 minutes. This is the most further I’ve gotten with a guy. I was a little uncomfortable but I told him I was fine anyway. He held my hand, gave me his jacket and let me play on his phone. I told him I had to go and he wanted to hang out longer but I made an excuse. As I was leaving he told me he has this gut feeling that I won’t text him back after this. While I was driving, he texted if I was okay. I didn’t reply.
I got home and was feeling anxiety. I have this feeling I shouldn’t have met up. As soon as I parked in my drive way, I got a call from him and he asked if he did anything wrong. I said no I’m good and he said okay and hopes we can meet later. I tried to take a nap to forget about it but he kept calling my phone asking if I’m okay and if he did anything wrong. I already answered and told him he was good and he didn’t do anything wrong but yet he keeps contacting me asking if I’m okay. I don’t know if I should’ve met him and kissed him like that but same time I feel like there’s nothing wrong. My interest in him has suddenly dropped which is weird because the guys always lose interest in me first. I don’t know what to do. Any advice?
