I met her on Tinder in November. she's beautiful and very kind. From the moment we matched we were in nonstop contact. We did have one issue in the beginning. I lied about hooking up with a girl and she caught me so I cut her off for a week but I couldn't stop thinking about her so I begged for her to give me another chance. She did.
I stepped up to the plate and showed my interest for like a month. I always tried to see her, but she works a lot and we're on different schedules. I'd call her during her breaks, I'd set my alarm and wake up just to talk to her. I'd call her after work. Loved talking to her. We met in person and went on our date. I was nervous. She's very pretty and funny. She looked a little different but just very beautiful. I was very shy and nervous. I really wanted to be with her. So once the date was over I kissed her. She kissed me. We started making out. I was so nervous but excited. One thing led to another and we ended up at my place and we hooked up. I really didn't perform so I was embarrassed I couldn't last long at all. We talked. I watched her sleep.
I dropped her off. It was awkward but I tried reassuring her. She voiced that she was scared she ruined things by sleeping with me but I reassured her that I was still interested. She said she regretted sleeping with me and I felt ashamed and told her. She ended up apologizing and said goodnight.
Well I freaked out and I just decided to block her. She freaked out and sent me message after message then after about 5 days of trying she stopped. It's been a little over a week since we last spoke and I feel awful. I miss her so much and I know I made a mistake. This is bad because I know she's hurt. How can I get her back? I think I'm in love with her.
I messed up so bad and I know now she thinks I used her but I didn't. Help.
I stepped up to the plate and showed my interest for like a month. I always tried to see her, but she works a lot and we're on different schedules. I'd call her during her breaks, I'd set my alarm and wake up just to talk to her. I'd call her after work. Loved talking to her. We met in person and went on our date. I was nervous. She's very pretty and funny. She looked a little different but just very beautiful. I was very shy and nervous. I really wanted to be with her. So once the date was over I kissed her. She kissed me. We started making out. I was so nervous but excited. One thing led to another and we ended up at my place and we hooked up. I really didn't perform so I was embarrassed I couldn't last long at all. We talked. I watched her sleep.
I dropped her off. It was awkward but I tried reassuring her. She voiced that she was scared she ruined things by sleeping with me but I reassured her that I was still interested. She said she regretted sleeping with me and I felt ashamed and told her. She ended up apologizing and said goodnight.
Well I freaked out and I just decided to block her. She freaked out and sent me message after message then after about 5 days of trying she stopped. It's been a little over a week since we last spoke and I feel awful. I miss her so much and I know I made a mistake. This is bad because I know she's hurt. How can I get her back? I think I'm in love with her.
I messed up so bad and I know now she thinks I used her but I didn't. Help.
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I know it looks really bad. Like I used her. I didn't. I hate myself for what I did. How much longer should I wait to talk to her. I figured a week.
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I can't stop thinking about her.
