we have had this ongoing fight this past month about 2 things
on Thursday was when it really started. so he stays over almost every day at my place and we just chill and do homework together and he spends the. night.. he's always tired and I've asked him for some intimate time and he just says he's tired... haven't been intimate with him in like 3 weeks or so... we are both architecture students but he is in grad school and i gradate undergrad in 2 weeks. i start at his school next fall and will see him
anyway
i tell him that i feel like he puts my feelings last
i have been wanting to go out with him and you know.. on dates
but he chooses to go out with his friends during the weekends
he made a valid point where rather than going home he directly comes to me to spend time with me
We see each other 4-5 times a week. He stays over maybe 3-4 times a week.
anyway we tried going to the aquarium on Saturday b4 he left to the party and we were chill (change of plans bc we could not find parking)
we went back to his and i was so bored
he's also sick and kinda stressed with classes
i just told him how lucky he was that he can go out on a Saturday and i just stay in and do nothing and i just felt bored
i kinda kept saying this
until he was like
"i know what you want you want me to stay with you right?" and i was like "no not at all you go do ur thing"
and he ended up getting really mad and was like "you are the reason why i have been so stressed my health is so bad because of you i already told you why i cannot take you and you still dont understand how many times do i have to repeat myself"
and he has said it many many many times ;/
and i was like "no i dont want to go i am sorry"
he has a slight anger issues but he knows how to calm down
he told me to stay away and he was just breathing in very deeply
and he calmed down
and said he was sorry and gave me an ice cream and we chilled
he went to go take a shower
and got dressed
and i was crying and was like