You ever get to a point in life that you don’t know what is right or wrong anymore?

The only thing I can accept in my life right now is honesty , I can’t really trust in things anymore , I been burned to many times giving my heart to be shit on , in no means do I think I am perfect what so ever , I have done things in my past that I regret but I feel like I learned off of those mistakes to better myself as a person , but now I feel no matter what I do isn’t Good enough , I learned to remove selfishness and temptations to show a girl I love and value her but I feel she can’t do that for me and then I feel like what is really the point of being in a relationship with someone if they are eventually going to get bored and do something they will regret and suffer the consequences from? How do you really know someone loves and values you if they are secretly screwing someone else behind your back? It’s hard for me to fully give myself to someone when I have constant question marks floating over my head on whether someone truly loves and values me or not? I can’t be happy with myself if I am having these question marks. , I can only love someone the same way they love me , I know I can’t force someone to love me or make me feel wanted , all I ask is to just be honest with me , don’t string me along for your selfishness, if you met someone else then end it with me don’t hold onto me as a convenience, it seems like this is what people do to each other and it’s so pathetic , Let me go , stop playing a victim an comparing me to make yourself feel better for your actions , I am tired of girls saying they want a man that is nice and values her but when she gets that man she gets bored and looks elsewhere, I can only be with a girl that wants my cock , if she wants other guys cocks then go and leave me the fuck alone , I had a party last night and some of the girls that came and the way they were acting just made Me SMH on how selfish and slutty they really were , saying they just want dick in them? Why do people degrade themselves like this?
You ever get to a point in life that you don’t know what is right or wrong anymore?
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