Im wondering why I dont get much attention?

I feel I am medium attractive/ medium ugly. I get mostly 6.

I did have a nice body and many men only wanted to sleep with me.

Not too many took me on dates. I was always chasing after people who'd give me a sliver of attention as I was deprived of a lot as a child.

Now I'm growing and healing and I've had 2 or 3 very toxic, manipulative abusing relationships.

Unfortunately I may be pregnant too.

I already know... know ones going to want me anymore. They never did anyway.

Just wondering where I screwed up at

Hopefully next life time I get I right

Im wondering why I dont get much attention?
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