I am transwoman. will I get any relationship without cross dressing?

Anonymous

I am trans woman but I am not cross dressing because I don't want to get stabbed on the street. I actually tried a few times. everyone thought that I am a woman except one girl on the street. I don't know... many transwoman get a date after they cross dressing. They just look like a woman sound like a woman so no one notice them. but I am tall and thick. I don't think I can go far before I am noticed. the thing is I have to cross dress in order to get a relationship. will there be anyone who just like me as I am? if they love me what's the matter with outfit? it's just clothing.

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am I too dramatic? dating is overrated?
I am transwoman. will I get any relationship without cross dressing?
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