Would you ever imagine you’d have a life like this?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I would imagine life in a totally different way, I am on a train, looking at beautiful sceneries and looking back to my life.

Recalling my past and thinking, how lucky I was to have been through such wonderful adventures, love stories, things worth remembering. I would never imagine my life to be that memorable.

I would also never imagine I’d live where I live now. It was always a distant exotic place to me, where I never thought I’d feel like home.

I look back at my life and thinking, every second was worth it and I am so happy I have the wonderful memories to recall when I am on a train.

I am also excited about the new memories I’ll make.

[Anonymous]

not at all

thought i'd either:

- be dead

- have gone to a super nice uni, just started my first job somewhere a bit upscaley, living alone in a nice flat, with a shitton of friends, an amazing boyfriend that i'd probably get married too, $$$$, be super happy, living probably in a different country in a big city

- super broke but travelling the world, when back home doing some quirky exciting niche job, still would be alt, have a lot of exciting experiences, super interesting jam packed life, a hot eboy boyfriend that loves me too pieces, big social life, still living in the same place as before

in the end i'm in the country side, never graduated from high school, never been to uni, jobless and never had one before, trust fund baby lite, no life cos i'm too lazy for everything, spend all my day in my room watching netflix, no idea what to do with my life

[MissBoogus]

I’m sooo happy and grateful for where I am. I’ve always wanted to be a farm girl ! We have 10 acres of land with a valley and stream flowing through it , fireflies come out at night 💙

[Lliam]

You are fortunate to have such wonderful memories, so much potential, and so much life ahead of you. You've only just begun. ✌️💟🙏😊

I, myself, have a lifetime of treasured memories and look forward to making more.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Thank you 🤍

I am happy you’ve had a life full with treasured memories, I am sure you’ll make many more great ones. Wish you all the best. 🙏🏻🧚🏻‍♀️

[Lliam]

Thank you. Enjoy your new adventures.

[rigmarole]

Did I ever imagine I'd be on a train? I've been a number of trains before. It's never been a distant fantasy. It's like getting in a car or walking on a side walk...

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Hmm… I don’t mean a train lol

I mean when I am on a train, thoughts carried me away and I pictured myself years ago, I would never imagine I’d be so far from home.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I was on a train from Shanghai to Suzhou, beautiful sceneries.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

Sad it only lasted 15 minutes haha, Shanghai and Suzhou are very close.

[msc545]

I never imagined I would have as much serious responsibility as I do now. I am literally in charge of life and death for some people in a very unusual way. I take it very seriously, of course, but sometimes I wonder, "how did I get here?"

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

One more reason not to hate your birthday 😉

[msc545]

How does that follow?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I understand why you feel so. And you don’t have to be happy when you don’t feel like it. You can just pat yourself on a head and remind yourself that You are helpful to so many people, so many people might have thought it’s a blessing that you exist and then, you’ve gone so far, even though you’ve had this wound since the beginning of your life.

Your life deserves celebration.

[msc545]

That just made me cry...

[msc545]

thank you

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I wish I could hug you 💖💖

[msc545]

I wish you could too...💖💖💖

[ProbablyClueless]

Um... generally, no... I expected to have some parts, but there are a lot of things about my life that I didn't. I genuinely expected that I would have seen more of the world by now, but I never really had the money.

[petitedollbabee]

I didn’t expect to still be alive, ha 😅 many close calls with death.

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

😅 what happened to you?

[petitedollbabee]

Battled with severe depression in my teens, and battled with chronic illness & many emergency hospital visits since the age of 17 🫠

[exitseven]

I did not expect my life to turn out the way it did. I never expected to have a nice wife and an awesome family. I expected to be alone

[SnowedIn]

You're one of the very very lucky/blessed/pick your word ones.

[Sparkie460]

When I was 18 I thought I'd be single all my life. I never thought I'd get married, making 3 children, losing a child and owning my own business

[loveslongnails]

I had no idea or clue where I'd end up in life. Still don't. LOL

[Lyndsielee666]

I mean I didn’t want to live to see 17 so

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

How are you now?

[Lyndsielee666]

My kids keep me going🤷🏻‍♀️

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I hope, life will give you more and more reasons to keep going. It’s a blessing to have children who keep you going.

Try to find little things to enjoy in life or life will knock you down. You’ve got to enjoy little things.

[Shy_Steve]

Why are you wasting Time on here then?

[LaFemmeFatale_1]

I shouldn’t be wasting my time here. But I need to be heard. And I live in a different country, here I meet people temporarily, then I leave to some another place. So here I don’t have long term friends and I compensate by posting here and talking out my thoughts here.

[eagle1951]

nooo