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Should I just blurt my feelings out for my same sex friend?

My friend and I are both bi. At my grad party I got really drunk and I kissed her. We made out four times. We both downplayed it after and she said it was platonic because she knew I didn’t mean anything by it and plus we work together. I also kissed my ex boyfriend. He told me that that night my friend threw darts at him. I asked my friend about this and she laughed and said she throws darts at her boyfriend too. Then she changed her story and said she thought she was on a “man hating” binge. Then she said she might’ve thrown them because she might’ve wanted someone to play darts with her. She knows he’s still into me ( it’s obvious ). we went to our friends party and both got rlly drunk. She kept calling me “babe” while talking to me which I've never heard her use that word. She looked me in my eye and said she cared about me and wanted me to drink water and eat. She was like “babe, you need to eat some chicken” and warmed me up a a plate because I had been drinking. When we told others at the party about the dart incident she said she just wanted someone to play darts with her. I joked about visiting him because he lives across the street. She said if I went to visit him she would throw darts at him again. Later I said “you’re jealous” and she said she was very “into her guy”. I told her she had no right to be jealous because she chose to be in a relationship and she got quiet. She’s told me more recently she has a tendency to take care of others when she’s drunk more than herself including her boyfriend. She also soberly called me babe more a couple of times a few weeks ago but hasn’t since. A lot of psychics have told me we’re “dancing around each other” and has picked up on her relationship without me telling them and have said she has feelings for me or a “crush” or attraction and is battling it because of her relationship. A few weeks ago we weren’t talking and our manager ( who we’re both close to ) said it was really affecting my friends mood.
Should I just blurt my feelings out for my same sex friend?
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