I hate her but wants her to be just mine? Is it obsession or lust?

I did like her and she does with me. But I hate the idea of commitment.

She is madly in love with me and I said we will have just be flings She was reluctant which made me angry. Anyhow I feel I need her consent all the time. As in grated. I want her to only mine.

But when it comes to the act, I simply back off. I don't give her. I don't feel like getting intimate with any women apart from her.

And her rejection simply makes me very very angry. And I don't like when guys talk to her.

All these time, I want her intimacy. Just mine

I hate her but wants her to be just mine? Is it obsession or lust?
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