Should I give up on love? Why people and family act like it’s weird I don’t have a boyfriend? Im 19?

Before I moved away, my mom's behavior became increasingly difficult to handle. She was verbally abusive and obsessed with my virginity. She often accused me of things I didn't do and enjoyed making up stories to start arguments. She would snoop through people's phones and then act like she knew everything based on what she found. When I had a boyfriend, she was overly focused on our relationship, and I worried she might do something extreme if she found out we were intimate. She went through my phone without permission and started argument about my ex. She even accused me of being pregnant just because I gained weight from eating late at night, calling me names like "ho," "bitch," and "slut." People often wondered why I didn't have many boyfriends, and it was largely due to her behavior. When guys, friends, or family members found out how she acted, they tended to stay away from me.

Im still a virgin at 19 and I never kissed a guy.

Should I give up on love? Why people and family act like it’s weird I don’t have a boyfriend? Im 19?
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