Cheating on girlfriend for 6 years am I bad person?

[Snowbunnyalex]

Since the beginning of our relationship I have been living a lie and cheating on my girlfriend. To be more specific I’ve been having sex with one of my good friends who happens to be an extremely sexy young black man with a massive dick sent straight from hell to turn me into a cheating slut.

I’ve wanted to break up with her for a long time and date my friend but he is not willing to come out of the closet like I am. He tells me to continue dating my girl and fucking him on the low so we have a cover and even though I know it’s wrong I’m going to do what he says. I’m hoping he decides to actually make me his boyfriend soon so I can quit the lying. Part of me wants to purposely get caught by my girl so she can out us and my friend has no excuse not to date me anymore and that big black cock will be all mine officially.

I know the girls are going to tear me apart for this but I’ve never been able to share this with anyone and I needed it off my chest.

[HollyK21]

So do you care for your girlfriend at any capacity or do you just use her to cover up your true sexuality? You’re a horrible person, don’t need us to tell you that, I just don’t understand why you stay with this poor woman when you could let her go find someone who really loves her. Like damn she deserves that much.

[Snowbunnyalex]

I genuinely care for her actually. I am strongly attracted to her physically and emotionally contrary to what you’re implying. It just happens that I also find men attractive. Sorry that’s such a problem for you.

[HollyK21]

Your sexuality isn’t the problem, it’s that you hide it by being in a relationship you don’t really want so you can save face. Otherwise what the fck are you doing? If you genuinely care for her then let her go, I don’t even understand how you justify cheating AT ALL, with a man or woman, for years on end it’s so deplorable and shitty.

[HollyK21]

Actually don’t respond to this. I read your comments to others and don’t know how I missed this obvious trolling. I can’t imagine what a plain and boring life you must live to get on here and do this. Leave us, who are actually trying to help others, out of your sick sexual fantasizing. Your people are in a thread on Reddit.

[LeatherDame]

Sounds like a challenging situation but I do think the ethical thing would be to end things with her.

[Snowbunnyalex]

I’m just gonna invite him to come over while she’s on her way home from work so when she walks in she will see him fucking the shit out of me with that big ol dick and she’ll see how much I love it and tell everyone how im in love with him and that BBC. That way no one will be surprised when we start officially dating🔥👰🏻‍♀️

[LeatherDame]

That’s an awful way to break it to her and it outs your boyfriend. Just end it with her.

[Snowbunnyalex]

I feel like that’s the only way he will actually publically date me and not try to hide us and his sexuality. I’m in love with this man I just want everyone to know that I’m his 😩

[LeatherDame]

You can’t force him to do that by outing him though or he will most likely just dump you

[ohsheeT]

Well you're not going to know that until the day that you find somebody that you really like and the next thing you know she comes up and tells you sorry I've been cheating

[Tomisworthless]

not if you dont think, nobody knows whats good or bad really. We all have our morals

[MK1997]

Just tell her it's over, break up without telling her about him. Say you fell out of love

[Snowbunnyalex]

I feel like she would be more upset about that than if she knew the truth. It sounds weird but imagine if she walked in on me getting fucked and begging for another man’s cum she would probably lose attraction for me as her lover immediately.

Like at least if she knows I love dick then it means it’s nothing she did wrong.

[MK1997]

Right
Good luck

[MK1997]

Don't listen to leather dame. She's terrible

[Snowbunnyalex]

What do you mean?

[MK1997]

She has some weird views on these topics with genders

[AnonAndrew]

Yes.

There's no excuse for a man to cheat on a woman, ever.

[Summeroflove]

Yes you are

[Summeroflove]

Just break up coward. Stop stringing her along

[Snowbunnyalex]

Thanks for calling me a coward! I care about her but am just confused about my sexuality sorry that’s a hard concept for you’re small brain.

[Summeroflove]

Your small brain can’t comprehend how damaging cheating is. If you love her you will tell her the truth and break up. Stop wasting her time

[Summeroflove]

You deserve someone you’re cheating with who will cheat on you and use you.

[Snowbunnyalex]

For the record I came clean to her last week and after a long talk we decided on an open relationship… now both of us are getting fucked by my black friends massive dick so don’t feel too bad for her 👌

lol thanks again for the kind words buddy

[Summeroflove]

Okay lol. Good luck to you both that’s gonna end fun.

[Snowbunnyalex]

Thanks lol! If by fun you mean him getting her pregnant then ya you’re probably right.

[Summeroflove]

HAHAHAHAHA losers

[Anonymous]

You're a woman.

[Snowbunnyalex]

Unfortunately not lol but I’ve deffinitley wished I was at times. I love being in my feminine energy 😌👰🏻‍♀️

[Opinion Owner]

Sure thing sweetie.

[Dude1674]

Mudshark whore

[jahaims]

Duh.