When someone dislikes me, I actually like it. Is this normal? Or am I sick in the head?

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

[Zack-Bann]

You already know the answer


And it’s not the normal option :)

[WonderingManII]

I wonder about you... Cause this isn't normal... Do you feel too liked?

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

I know exactly why i am like this. Cause i have been bullied when i was being kind. So now i when someone does not like me, it means they cannot bully or get under my skin. And that gives me power. I feel like a powerful bitch! That's why i know when someone dislikes me they dislike that they cannot get under my skin and they know that i know and that makes me feel very powerful.

[WonderingManII]

@prettybarbiedoll
Was bullied for 8 years. It was so bad that when I got out school, I suffered a nervous break down. I don't think I have ever fully recovered. It doesn't sound like you ever recovered either. :(

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

I was never bullied directly, i put people in their place real quick. It was indirect jokes in groups but the jokes where for me, but i did not react cause they would say nobody said anything to you. Than i look stupid so i did not react. But i love to be disliked gives me strenght and fuel. Idgaf who likes me. But when someone dislikes me, i get energy.

[WonderingManII]

@prettybarbiedoll
The people who bullied me got physical.

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

That is sad. I hope you are doing ok

[Anonymous]

You're sick in the head. But hey, the first step on the road to recovery is admitting you're the problem.

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

I am very aware that i am sick in the head. When someone likes me i think im doing something wrong. When someone dislikes me i think im doing something good cause they can't stand me.

[Opinion Owner]

Why do you think that is?

[PrettyBarbieDoll]

I know exactly why i am like this. Cause i have been bullied when i was being kind. So now i when someone does not like me, it means they cannot bully or get under my skin. And that gives me power. I feel like a powerful bitch! That's why i know when someone dislikes me they dislike that they cannot get under my skin and they know that i know and that makes me feel very powerful.

[Anonymous]

I don't think that's completely normal.

[Xalooo]

You are mentally ill 🤣