Polls: Dating

So, I'm a femboy, and I'm straight... I'm wondering if I'll find a girlfriend, cus I have no idea if girls like them. Would you? Are any of you attracted to femboys? If so, would you help me with outfit ideas and makeup? Lol..

This pic is one of the looks I want to try, what do you think of it?

I pretty much rejected a girl online because she has had boyfriends before.

I am seeking a woman that has never had her first love. I am wanting me and her to be each other's first loves and first real relationship

I haven't had one for years. I just talk to women on social media that live quite far away.

I'm thinking of me holding a different fruit on each photo.

I’m not sure if I would break up honestly.

My ideal girl is somebody who is really independent, smart, extremely sexy, and not judgmental. Also I want her to have her own goals in life, I have tons of goals and aspiration I want to achieve in life, I kinda want to find a girl who also has her own dreams she wants to aim.

Can’t decide if I should ghost her or send her “hey just wanna say, I don’t like how messy I made things between us” later next week

Background:
We’ve known each other and been going out for 2 months,
We have the time of our lives when we’re with each other,
She drives 2 hours to stay at my place every weekend,
She’s really busy with college because she has a hard major

Pretext:
She hasn’t been over for 2 weeks,
She ghosted me most of last week,
She waited 24 hours to respond to my invite invite and didn’t even offer to reschedule,
She ignored my phone call when I tried to “clear things up”

Should I wait a few days and then message her “hey just wanted to say, I didn’t intend for that last conversation to go like that”

Background:
We’ve been going out for 2 months
She drives 2 hours to stay at my place every weekend
She’s in college and is super busy with her major

Context:
She hasn’t been over for 2 weeks,
She ghosted me all of last week,
She took 24 hours to respond to my
Invite and didn’t even offer to reschedule,
She ignored my phone call when I wanted to “clear things up”

https://www.elle.com/uk/life-and-culture/culture/g31147560/best-dating-apps/

Dating apps usually only help boost women's egos to narcissism levels, and only help destroy 90% of men's egos down to depression levels of insecurity. TRUE OR FALSE?

If a woman who at least looks like an actual female (not like a literal man/transwoman), thus at least a 3 out of 10, uses dating apps, they'll give her a massively swelled ego and make her think she's a 10 out of 10 due to all the simps she'll be drowning in. (If you don't believe me, just go on Instagram and look at a female's profile and all the pathetic self-degrading comments men leave in them.)

If a man who isn't at least an 8 out of 10, and has some fatal physical flaw in the dating world (less than six feet tall, doesn't have an athletic gym body, over the age of 29, is going bald, is ugly, etc) uses dating apps, he'll be made to feel like he's an undateable 0 out of 10 and likely suffer a major blow to his self-esteem, confidence, assessment of his looks, and possibly even develop depression.