Am I really a nobody?

[Anonymous]

I can't stomach it.

I get knocked down every where I go.

I wanted to be somebody.

People HATE me for being me.

I just wanted to spread laughs & cheer. Some growth and inspiration.

Dang this sucks

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Thank you everyone for your kind words

[Leapfrog00]

Everybody is important. The reason people treat you like that is because they are jealous of you. Trust me! People see you as a free-spirited person who spreads her wings and it drives them crazy.

You probably have some mystery to you also. When other people don't know what you're thinking or feeling, that drives them crazy too.

When people are putting you down and making fun of you, they're doing it because you have something they don't, a nice personality. I have a feeling you're a kindhearted person because that's usually the kind of person these people do this to.

The more people that treat you like this, the more people that are jealous of you. Your looks, your personality, they know they will never be like you.

Never think you're a nobody. You're a courageous butterfly, spreading her wings and flying where your heart desires!

[Asker]

Thank you so much for you kind words.
However, I turn everyone away too. Like potential dates even. Maybe I'm not half as decent as what I thought of either

[Asker]

I've always wondered that. Why the heck do people think about what I think or care about? I'm literally novody

[Asker]

Nobody*

[Leapfrog00]

The reason you probably turn people away is you have low self-esteem. I've done it for years. Because of my PTSD, I trust no one.
It's OK to worry about what people think and not care at the same time. You sound like someone who has been through a lot, if you don't mind me saying. That's probably why you feel this way. A lot of times when someone has been through a lot, they lose self-worth and think of themselves as someone undeserving of love.

You remind me of myself these past few months actually. Since I moved to this town, I don't know anybody, and I was living with a horrible person who made me feel so bad about myself, I felt like less of a person.

You're never alone in the world. I can understand how you are feeling. You are deserving of love and other people's affection, no matter what anyone says to you.

[Asker]

You're the best. Thank you and sorry you went through such a horrible experience

[Lliam]

Wow. That's terrible. I don't know why some people want to bring others down.

I love that you want to spread laughs & cheer. Some growth and inspiration.
Don't stop. It's people like you who make the world a better place. Fuck the haters. Let them eat their hearts out.

[comekitty]

I'm really sorry people are like this. Nobody should be treated that way.

You sound like an amazing, kind hearted person. The world could use more people like you.

~ sending big hugs 🩷

[ImalwaysrightOK]

No, you're not a nobody. You are you and if someone can't appreciate that, fuck them. Don't worry about what other people that aren't family think.

[TheMadLad]

Turn your thoughts around and realize that they are the ones who are no bodies..

what makes them more important than you?

nothing.

[Lynx122]

Just take care of yourself physically and mentally don't look for affection from others just try and grow. And in the end people will like you once you've figured yourself out more.