How can someone talented like myself struggle so badly?

[ForevrLonely29]

I am multifaceted, skilled, and knowledgeable in a multitude of things. I have previous healthcare knowledge and experience, but I am a skilled software/web developer. I am broke at age 30. Here are my skills:

• HTML
• CSS
• JavaScript
• TypeScript
• Vue
• Nuxt
• Sass/SCSS
• PrimeVue
• Bootstrap
• NodeJS
• Express
• Hono
• NestJS
• Bash and zsh
• Ionic
• Angular
• NPM
• Git and VCS
• Github
• Bitbucket
• PHP
• Cloud platforms
• Deployment
• Hosting and CPanel
• DigitalOcean, Vultr, and VPS's
• Progressive Web Apps
• Debian-based Linux distros, Mac, and Unix-like OSs
• SQL
• Postgres

This is just a glance. Of course, these can be broken down even further and expanded upon. I am advanced in many of these and intermediate in others.

Maybe when Xiden and the Dem/Far Left regime is out, things will get better?

[lil_will_12]

Your skills are literally all software development and programs💀

go find yourself a job in these fields, if you are that talented in all of these, it really shouldn't be that difficult. Dont wait for a change, bc that is incredibly unreliable and would take way too much time anyways.

also i find it funny you say you are knowledgeable in a multitude of things when your skills are literally only software stuff💀 thats not really a multitude, thats just one broad catagory. I hate to break it to you but your skills only work in one field.

[ForevrLonely29]

Maybe I didn't mention my previous healthcare experience and knowledge. I am a former Advanced EMT and have exposure to a wide array of healthcare and public safety environments, like hospital ED's, prehospital care, fire, rescue, nursing homes, etc. Working in the fields vs a more-controlled environment like a hospital ED has its pros and cons. I really did enjoy my ED clinical. I acted almost like a phelbotomist going around drawing bloods and starting IVs.

[lil_will_12]

So why dont you apply to any of these places?(healthcare, software)
Or do you already have a job?

[ForevrLonely29]

I am unemployed at the moment. I am about to take a low-skilled, menial labor job below my skill level just so I can pay rent and function. My EMT licensed lapsed a long time ago as I faced disciplinary action for an unrelated stalking conviction out of another state (long story, it was a previous romantic interest). Meanwhile, I transitioned into web dev over the last many years and have held 6 roles in a span of 4 years.

[Potteplante]

You mean when you fucked and stalked a 16 year old, or is that another one?

[lil_will_12]

Hmm, well stalking isn't cool even if it is a love interest dude😭 but my advice is to try to apply to something in the software field if you want. Im pretty sure the main reason you are broke is simply bc you are unemployed. If you can land a decent job you should be able to fix it🤷‍♂️probably

[ForevrLonely29]

@Potteplante OH geez, another one! Go away!

[Potteplante]

@forevrlonely29 no I won't go away. There you have your answer. You fucked and stalked a 16 year old and thus no one wants to hire you. They're afraid you'll pray on other children while representing them.

[ForevrLonely29]

@Potteplante Something that occurred 10 years ago when I was a young, confused, and a desperate young man doesn't define the man I am today. I was overly persistent trying to pursue love. I wanted to love and be loved. There was absolutely no malicious intent. Yes, I made mistakes along the way. Who doesn't?

[Potteplante]

@forevrlonely29

You were an adult, fucking and stalking a child, that is not making a mistake. And now you're making excuses for doing so, closing everyone has stalked and fucked children as an adult.

[Potteplante]

@forevrlonely29 I'm done with you (this time around), and no not everyone stalks and fucks children.

[lil_will_12]

Man im 16 and even i know thats messed up💀

[ForevrLonely29]

@Potteplante Another pitiful, slanderous exaggeration on your part. I was a young 20 year old college-age kid. I am now a 30 year old engaged, career-driven man. There is a stark difference.

[lil_will_12]

You were 20 (an adult) and she was 16 (a minor)
How did you not understand thats wrong?
4 year difference is usually ok when both are old or adults, but a difference this young is not ok

[Potteplante]

@forevrlonely29 Yes you were a 20 year old adult fucking and stalking a child, now as a 30 year old EXCUSING it. I know where I'm from then people don't want to hire criminals. Maybe your future criminal of a president will make it easier for your kind.

[Potteplante]

@forevrlonely29 I'd wish you a good day but I'd never wish someone who prayes upon children and the disabled. bye now. Don't lurk after any more kids, no matter how lonely you get, it is NOT their fault.

[ForevrLonely29]

@lil_will_12

This is what neofeminism wants you to think. Now, I was wrong with my intention and was haste and desperate, but an age difference of a couple years is not that bad if the intention is right. Modern society likes to coddle people longer. But in my grandparent's era, this was more normal and didn't even cause a stir. Now, it would have been entirely different if I was significantly older or old enough to be her dad. But age of consent in most states is 16, and this does not even include the many close-in-age exemptions that exist.

[lil_will_12]

Dude stop trying to defend this💀
This isn't your grandpas time anymore, modern times doesn't coddle, it protects better. Just bc something was ok in the past doesn't mean it should be ok now.
As a 20 yr old *adult*, you should have known that. Your own discipline from your company should also be an obvious hint that what you were doing (in this instance stalking, ig) was wrong.
Another thing is learning from your mistakes. You are actively defending what you did right now😭 this is NOT learning from your mistakes, and it actually makes you look worse

[ForevrLonely29]

I have grown. I am not thay young man anymore. I prefer to move past this. She has moved on as well and became very successful. I am proud of her, but I insist on keeping that part where it should be... in the PAST.

[lil_will_12]

Sometimes its better to remember and reflect than to move past and forget

[ForevrLonely29]

What is there to reflect? I have found love. I am making strides to be the man I need to be for my fiance and my future family.

Thay girl from the past has moved on and made something of herself. I am proud of her, but my priorities are in a much different place now.

[lil_will_12]

Um, maybe to realize there's no way to defend it? To understand its wrong? Clearly you havnt done that too much considering you just tried to defend it
If you forget the past, you never learn from your mistakes, and history can repeat itself.

[ForevrLonely29]

It cannot repeat. I am grown. My preferences for women have too. I couldn't see myself being with a woman that young anymore. Sure, many of them can be cute, but it isn't practical in the slightest and I am in a much different place in my life now.

[ForevrLonely29]

... I'll put it in a different way... it would be weird, creepy, and awkward at this point.

[ProbablyClueless]

I'm totally uninformed about the market space you're trying to operate in, but it does kind of seem insane that someone with your knowledge would be unemployed.

[ForevrLonely29]

The amount of time and effort individually put forth into this was grueling and beyond cumbersome.

[ProbablyClueless]

I realize that this is probably a stupid question, but I'm gonna ask it anyway. I see ad postings about working for google, have you tried following up on one of those? You might even have some luck on a freelancing website or working in a cyber security firm.

[LazerBean]

When the bad still outweighs the good, it doesn't matter how much talent you have.

[ForevrLonely29]

What bad outweighs my good?

[LazerBean]

Everything that you didn't list in your post.

[Anonymous]

You're simply not as talented as you believe mister pedophile.

[ForevrLonely29]

Oh hear we go again. Another bat shit crazy GAG woman coming out of her cave.

[Opinion Owner]

We are not bat shit crazy. You are, fucking and stalking a 16 year old as a 20 year old adult and excusing it. Now praying on the disabled.

[Opinion Owner]

Maybe that's why you are a loser. You're a criminal - people don't want to hire criminals.

[Opinion Owner]

Love how you're blaming the government on your criminal record. "Maybe it will be better for us sexual offenders when Trump gets into office". You criminals have to stick together v

[ForevrLonely29]

You have gone off the fucking deep end. Typical left wing white woman. Trust me, my mother's tenant is JUST like this. She is about to be put in her place VERY quickly.

[Opinion Owner]

I'm not a left wing anything you little pedophile

[Opinion Owner]

Muricans think everyone else is just as fucked as them. Trust me, your mother tenant just knows you as an adult likes to pray on children and that's why she shit against you.

[Opinion Owner]

@forevrlonely29 but seriously, you ruined a 16 year old for life, at least it got on your record that you made a child into damaged goods. Now karma has gotten you. Loser for life.

[AI Opinion]

Given your impressive skill set, the struggle may stem from factors other than technical abilities. Consider exploring whether you're effectively marketing your skills or targeting the right job opportunities. Networking can play a crucial role; connecting with industry professionals might open doors. Also, reevaluate your current goals and alignment with industry demands. Sometimes, leveraging freelance opportunities can provide immediate financial relief and lead to more substantial positions. Staying adaptable in learning and personal growth can always help in navigating challenging job markets. Remember, the external environment is also an influence, so maintain persistence and resilience.

[ForevrLonely29]

I think the AI is ignoring the fact that an oppressive regime is on its way out and that it was responsible for the turmoil we face.

[Anonymous]

No clue, I’m talented too and I make a great living.

[ForevrLonely29]

Lucky you. Not too many are as lucky right now. Mass tech layoffs over the years, massive inflation in everyday essentials, the inability to get adequate treatment for issues with a system that is broken and largely overwhelmed. I cannot wait for changes.

[Opinion Owner]

I don't know about lucky, started from the mudd and crawled my way here through multiple years of bullshit.

[Opinion Owner]

It’s usually always gonna be a lot of bullshit before you start to make it

[ForevrLonely29]

I see plenty of shit but struggling to wipe enough off to see the prize: promising opportunity and stability.