Do you ever feel like nothing?

[Anonymous]

People have jobs, kids, spouses, their own houses, education so many friends and they have it all, I don’t even have one friend, I’m working a temporary job and living paycheck to paycheck with no support, my parents are poor and they didn’t want to work, I’ve never went to college and I have no talents or looks. Sometimes I wonder how god gave them so much and made everything so easy for them why couldn’t he gave me too? Why? Does anyone even sees me? Do I matter too? Do I count? I’m already getting older and I don’t see anything in store me me sadly, whenever I try to imagine what I’ll be in 5 years I don’t see anything or feel anything is coming for me but you know like I said maybe god doesn’t see me, I don’t want to be blessed and happy too I’m nobody.

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1 mo

I don’t want to hear have patience and all that, I’ve been working my ass off, praying and doing whatever good I can and not one door opens for me.

[itsannalee]

I don’t even have a single friends, only my twin is my boyfriend. I had friends when i was young but i felt they just use me, so i keep distance from them.


Now i don’t even have a single friend, sometimes i feel lonely, like I don’t have anyone to hangout outside my family 😬


But mostly i enjoy my alone time, go out alone, shopping alone, traveling alone.

[MemeSupreme]

yeah i get it. i feel behind sm bc of the situation my parents put me in. its frustrating as hell and kinda defeating, but it's whatever

i just focus on the growth i have made and continue trying to fix myself while working towards something. i've just accepted it's gonna take longer for me to be at the level everyone else is at

[Anonymous]

I'm struggling with fertility issues and it makes me feel like nothing

[Smile456]

I feel emotionally numb