My older sister always gets more attention and reconignition. Plus she got the man I've always loved.
Sometimes I get upset watching them sitting on the table, laughing with their daughter and enjoying their 5th year of marriage. I had a crush on him long ago and she had to steal him from me. Before they were ever boyfriend and girlfriend, I (it was 3 months shy of my 18th b-day) was iniciating a conversation with him and trying to flirt a bit. He would've gotten to know me better (maybe be with me by now) if she hasn't introduced herself. He immediately got up, talked to her nonstoppable and the rest is history. He never noticed me ever since.
Why does she always have to get everything, top grades, great school, more friends and lastly a real great guy (high quality I must admit) I've always loved? Meanwhile I'm stuck as second best, always being the hopeless watcher, the one that gets either friends of lower categories or leftover.
Sometimes I get upset watching them sitting on the table, laughing with their daughter and enjoying their 5th year of marriage. I had a crush on him long ago and she had to steal him from me. Before they were ever boyfriend and girlfriend, I (it was 3 months shy of my 18th b-day) was iniciating a conversation with him and trying to flirt a bit. He would've gotten to know me better (maybe be with me by now) if she hasn't introduced herself. He immediately got up, talked to her nonstoppable and the rest is history. He never noticed me ever since.
Why does she always have to get everything, top grades, great school, more friends and lastly a real great guy (high quality I must admit) I've always loved? Meanwhile I'm stuck as second best, always being the hopeless watcher, the one that gets either friends of lower categories or leftover.
