Am I weird for not really wanting to be at my cousins house for holidays?

It’s just awkward since they unfollow me on social media and I’m still following them because they’re my cousins. But they never really talk to me besides that holiday. Like I’m cool with them since they’re family and everything but if I had to choose a place to spend times like Easter or Christmas I’d probably want to be at home with my immediate family. I’m asking because all I see from other people on here or other social media is how they love this time and how nice it is to see everyone
Am I weird for not really wanting to be at my cousins house for holidays?
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