I am sooo tired?

I'm 16 years old and I'm Turkish, I don't have any friends around me, I was always ostracized when I was a kid, I was bullied, this caused me to stay at home, my health is not good, I don't like myself, I don't have a very nice physique or face, but I don't want to live like this for the rest of my life, I have a hard time, I don't have any friends, I'm not social. I think a lot, what will I do?

I am sooo tired?
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