I feel like I don’t love my mom?

Today i argued with my mom and after she felt herself bad. I called ambulance and her blood pressure was high. She got an injection and doctor said she should check her heart and left.
I didn’t feel like I really worried and couldn’t pretend to feel sorrow. Like I don’t really love her and care. Why it is like that?
I feel like I don’t love my mom?
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