I don't wanna deal with my child anymore?

[Anonymous]

I love him but he's messed up neurologically and makes my life worse. But I know strangers would beat him because he's very messed up and unmanageable. I feel guilty because family doesn't like him because of his psychotic behaviors (he has disorders) and his father is a deadbeat. I don't wanna give up on him as his mom. But I know I'd be happier if he was never born.

[12karen]

Even if you don't want to deal with him anymore, do not tell him that you wish he was never born. He already has a disorder and now you want to break him. Nothing hurt more than hearing a mother saying that. You should probably put him in therapy. Not only him but you too

[DrPepper12]

Do you have a therapist? Those feelings are normal and give yourself some grace.

[Asker]

I do have a therapist and I'm on meds but maybe the meds aren't strong enough? Even if I do get on the correct meds and he's still not properly modified he'll still fuck up my mental health, peace and happiness.

[DrPepper12]

Will he require lifting care or will he be 18 soon?

[Avicenna]

Try counseling first

[Asker]

I'm actually in therapy. I feel defeated 💔

[Anonymous]

send him to join the military

[In_Trance]

Too fkn bad.
This is your responsibility