Would you rather your best friend be dead, then thinking they don't wanna be friends with you anymore?

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There was a scene on "Impractical Jokers" where this guy told one of the guys, "I haven't heard from my best friend, I think he might be dead. I'd rather him be dead as opposed to not wanting to be friends"
Would you rather your best friend be dead, then thinking they don't wanna be friends with you anymore?
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