Why did my loving mom die but I’m stuck with an abusive dad?

Why was i born to a s**ty dad but amazing mom but my mom was the one who died? My life sucks! MY DAD JUST BITCHES AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSES ME!! HE ALWAYS COMPLAINS AND IS SO NEGATIVE AND DEPRESSING! AND TREATS ME LIKE SHIT, ALWAYS REMINDS ME I AM USELESS AND MY AUTISM AND HOW USELESS MY LIFE IS…ETC HE DOESN’T BELIEVE IN ME AT ALL

MY MOM AT LEAST ALWAYS LOVED ME AND WAS A MOM! SHE SPOILED ME AND TREAT ME WITH LOTS OR LOVE
Why did my loving mom die but I’m stuck with an abusive dad?
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