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Is it wrong to feel relieved when an abusive parent is dying?

My father is a lazy violent cruel abusive and angry person. He hates all of us including my mom. He treats us all like crap especially my mom. He calls her a stupid bitch and hates her. He has hated me since I was very little. He never wanted me or my sister. He has constantly tried to put me in mental institutions since I was little. I'm not crazy or really screwed up. I'm just terrified of him and his crap. He is kicked out of his family on both sides because his parents families hate each other to death. He hasn't had a job since 2007. He got fired for sexual harassment. He is very controlling and dominating toward others people. He gets serious road rage. He used to beat my dog. I hate him and everything about him. He has cancer because he does like a chimney even after the Drs to him to stop. My sister and I are kicked out of his families too. He hated my mom's family to death. They would try to come over but always after about half an hour he'd violently throw them out. I grew up completely alone because he was in the military. We moved constantly even to other countries and not one our grandparents or aunts ever came out to see us. He did nothing but humiliate me in front of other kids growing up. He would tell them I was gay and wanted them. He ruined my entire life and I don't care that's he's going to die. But a part of me is afraid that feeling this way is wrong.

Is it wrong to feel relieved when an abusive parent is dying?
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