so recently I went overseas to visit my friend, and she introduced me to all her friends, including this really goodlooking guy. so far we've only met at small gatherings (of at most 9 people) and a party (usually less than 20 people) for an entire total of 4 times. the weird thing is that he just totally ignores my existence, he talks to every other girl except me. but once in a while I catch him looking at my direction, but then again he might be looking something behind me so I'm not sure. also, my friend and her other friends have told me that he's actually a very charming guy, and that he's very outgoing and friendly. but it just seems to me that every time I'm there, he's quiet and he doesn't smile much. and every time I try to at least edge my way near him to talk to him, he just goes off in the other direction. am I that repulsive? sigh.