Why Did It Excite Me So Much When She Encouraged Guys To Bully Me?

[Billlewis]

When I was in high school, I got bullied and picked on fairly frequently, and a girl who was in a couple of my classes, and already didn't like me to begin with, relished watching bigger, stronger guys bully me. Cheryl took a perverse pleasure in watching them push me around and shame me in front of everyone, and to this day, I love her for it.

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I've never understood it, but when I fall in love... with a lovely woman who is nonetheless a vicious thug... the moment she expresses that she wants to see me beat, the only thing I ever do is bow to kiss her feet... although I cannot see how this makes any sense... as soon as she does this to me I want to pay her rent 💕

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A woman on here recently admitted to, after watching a guy beat her boyfriend's ass, calling him and inviting him to come and pick her up at her home, and then subsequently enjoyed a thoroughly exciting bout of intercourse with him in his truck, shortly after watching him beat that ass.
Whats the worst thing youve ever done? ↗

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Although I've only been fortunate enough to have experienced this a handful of times, the penultimate sequence is for the bully to beat that ass, and then immediately thereafter, engage in robustly enjoyable intercourse with the woman of my dreams, whom I've dutifully waited on hand and foot for years, but have never once gotten my dick inside of... but now, mere minutes after slapping me around and physically abusing me, is boinking my mistress with impunity and releasing his cum inside her.

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Why do I get so turned on when I get bullied in front of a beautiful woman?

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Here’s an article from ‘Reddit’ about women who become sexually aroused by watching a guy get his ass beat —
www.reddit.com/.../

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Thank goodness there are women who enjoy seeing a loser get bullied.

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I'm currently in the initial stages of getting to know a fairly degenerate woman who finds this dynamic quite appealing. Hopefully, we'll meet soon, and then she'll have the perfect opportunity to get her male friends with benefits's to begin bullying me on a regular, ongoing basis.

[EzraIsShy76028]

Hmmm... sounds like you're a masochist or something? A person who enjoys either physical pain or just being degraded/humiliated. If I got that right.

[Billlewis]

Yes, Sir, I most certainly am, and if a woman is watching him bully that ass, all the better.

[Nonamez]

Woman pleaser?
Which makes you feel "important" , "needed" in her eyes?
Deep satisfaction of being humiliated and making "happy" the object you like?
Trauma caused in your childhood?
Maybe someone else was abused in your life?
Taking punches and feeling pain makes you feel alive like in the movie The fight club , where loosing a fight is some sort of happiness, euphoria, satisfaction?

[Nikki1989]

If you have low self-esteem, you may be more susceptible to manipulation and abuse.

[Billlewis]

Yes, Ms. Nikki, but the other element of the ongoing bullying was that I knew how much Cheryl was enjoying it.

[Josey29]

Maybe you develop a fetish for dominant women because of the bullying?

[Billlewis]

Oh, absolutely, but when I know she's getting very turned on watching another, stronger, more masculine male bully that ass, it is honestly the most thrilling element imaginable for me.

[Billlewis]

I wish I could marry you 8><3

[Pete671]

You had and still have a fetish for masochism, but at school you probably weren't able to articulate it,,,

I once got held down by a group of girls until I wet myself, I get hard thinking about it even now,,,

[Billlewis]

Damn...

[PrincessC16]

Lol, that's kinky!

[Laciejordan]

Did your bullies ever pull your pants down and expose your shortcomings? You sissy!

[Billlewis]

Amazingly, I was forced to endure that exact form of public shaming on several ignominious occasions in 7th grade, by a tough, popular group of older students, who liked to show off for the girls. Three or four of the prettiest but meanest chicks would decide which loser they wanted to see de-pantsed, although their focus seemed to be more on baring the wimp's ass than trying to get a good look at his micro weenie... lol

[Laciejordan]

I've never known any one that looks back on being bullied in school as a fond memory. You definitely are a freak of nature.

[Beckybooboo]

I don't know if I should laugh or cry after reading this.

[Billlewis]

Hopefully you'll choose the former;)

[Beckybooboo]

OMG, Bill, they even pulled your pants down? 😭😭 This actually excited you? Do you think something in your brain snapped one day and you just accepted being bullied and pretended to enjoy it, hoping your lack of reaction and actual joy would get them to stop or were you actually born this way?

[Billlewis]

It's kind of hard to explain, but despite the dread of being so ignominiously shamed in front of others, the long term benefits are absolutely amazing.

[Beckybooboo]

You should go somewhere and pick a fight with a guy that has his girlfriend/wife with him. Imagine how excited you would get while he beats you with her watching. Just a suggestion lol

[Billlewis]

Oh my goodness... I just read this comment, and although I'd probably take a different approach, I must commend you for such a wonderful idea.

[ranjanchickfight]

Hi sorry. My answer may not be to the question exactly.
Bullying is no no in my book.

[Billlewis]

I understand your position, sir. But there are just too many women who enjoy this kind of scenario, though I wish there were more... lol

[fonduegirl]

I'd enjoy two guys getting it on.

But a man bullying the other? Not my cuppa tea.

[DaBiggestBird]

Ben, what the f*ck is wrong with you? Ms. Smith told me you snuck in the girl’s locker room and stole Cheryl’s underpants. Care to explain?

[Staximus]

You need to resolve this issue so your mind can finally be at peace. Tell her how evil she is for that and go kick those guys' asses.