Me male 27 her woman 43 (she’s married)?

She is my dental hygienist she is married but we would just hit it off at the office and she came up in my instagram so I added her and we just started talking and talking and talking.. well the other night she invited me to go to a bar with her so I did and as soon as she saw me she kissed me on the lips. She then kept holding my hand she kept close to me kept putting her back side on my front.. she then kept saying she wants to fuck the hell out of me and she wants to ride my face and she really likes me but she can’t cause she’s married. She then later on in the night kept stroking my penis through my pants for a good bit multiple times. Then we would lock eyes and just get lost and I’d put my hand on her thigh and yeah… I really really like this woman and I know she is married and I know everyone will say I’m a scumbag and all of this. I asked her about it today if she was being honest she didn’t say no she she just kept apologizing thinking I was mad or something. I don't know help please
Me male 27 her woman 43 (she’s married)?
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