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I am lying to all my female friends about my dating life, is this wrong?

Due to PTSD, I didn’t lose my virginity until 28. Basically what caused this is PTSD (rather not describe its origin, that’s so dark) that was so crippling I lost my sex drive for years. It basically felt like I was castrated.


I am not kidding, When I was 23, you could‘ve showed me that Megan Fox was willing to have sex with me and that she’d be sad if I rejected her, I don’t think I could’ve gone through with it then when the PTSD was in effect. There are studies (using war veterans) that show that this is really how bad this sex-drive shutdown is. Again, it’s almost as bad as castration.


So, when the sex drive came back, and when I could afford to do so, I hired a few escorts so that when I jump into the game for real I don't horribly disappoint a woman.


My female friends know I went on a trip but they don’t know where. I said it was a trip to see some family of mine and that we were both planning to meet there. Thats all a lie. They think I had a girlfriend all the way back in 2019 who didn’t work out and that I paused my dating life since (they saw me having PTSD so they believe that). Thing is, women are very judgmental of men who do what I did and I don’t think I could tell them ever. I don’t even think I could tell a future spouse (people don’t seem to understand why a man in my situation might do it).


Last, I will say I’ve already managed to get it for free afterwards, I just hope I didn't suck super hard in bed with her.

I am lying to all my female friends about my dating life, is this wrong?
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