I want to send this message to my guy to know what the situation is. What would you think about it if you received it? do I come across well or bad?

Pinkcreamlove
The easiest way for me to communicate is to put all my thoughts together in a coherent way. I told you honesty is a core value for me. I’m quite uncomfortable saying certain things but I’ll do so to stop wondering. I read all conversations and I just have an impression that in the beginning you were more keen, initiating more, pursuing me. And I feel like now I’m the one who cares more and is pursuing you.
I might not be telling you all the positive things but I do care a lot about you and I always think about you. Some people might be saying a lot but the more serious I am, the less I say it but I do feel it.
And just because I’m genuine I don’t want to play any games, start ignoring you to see if you’re gonna message me or tell me what your plans are. I prefer to ask directly.
I’m not an attention seeker but a stability seeker. So I just want to feel relaxed and comfortable.
And after all I believe you know that I like you for who you are as a person and how you treat me exclusively. That’s what made me care so much. Not because where you come from, where you live or the financial situation...
So I want to make sure what the situation is like and if you actually stop losing your interest or I’m wrong. You know I’m very patient with you but there’s a difference between being patient and not knowing where you stand on.

shall I change anything? I want to show I care, I’m mature and not overreacting or giving a negative energy
I want to send this message to my guy to know what the situation is. What would you think about it if you received it? do I come across well or bad?
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