But when he mentioned about how much I still care about him, he was like "Then tell her to stop caring about me, cuz I don't care". "Cuz I just (Insert F word here) don't. I don't give a sh*t about her rants". I don't know what got into him, he never talked about me in such a manner before, even went as far as calling me the B word.
The reason I know all this is cause my friend showed me his chat with him through text. And then later on when he merged me into a group chat with him, he ignored me all throughout it... and rudely exited the group as if he was purposely avoiding me.
Is this really that bad, that I have no chance of having any sort of relationship with him in the future? Because I still strong feelings for him despite all he said... I did cry for hours all day locked up in my room, but my feelings aren't fading at all ðŸ˜