For some background info. We've been married 1 year and I'm 4 months pregnant.
My husband has a bachelor party tomorrow for one of his friends.
Details were put out regarding the girls that will be there and the shows they'll be doing (XXX shows). Also, it'll be in a hotel room.
All of the guys will be drunk and high on many drugs and I know it alters the way you act and think. At least for my husband because, due to drugs and alcohol, his bachelor party went south but I found out 6 months after we were married, it was too late to act on it. However my trust issues stuck around because I considered what happened cheating and that's been really hard to get over.
Anyways, I feel so icky that my husband will be there tomorrow. I'm grossed out by him right now and don't want him touching me at all. I can't trust that he won't repeat the same thing he did at his bachelor party. Everytime I think about him being there or what he did, I throw up. I've slept all day to avoid talking to him about this because he gets SO defensive it's crazy.
Am I wrong to feel the way I do? I'm losing my mind here and don't know how to act.
Ps. Talking to him about my feelings won't work, he does have some narcissistic traits and gets extremely defensive.
My husband has a bachelor party tomorrow for one of his friends.
Details were put out regarding the girls that will be there and the shows they'll be doing (XXX shows). Also, it'll be in a hotel room.
All of the guys will be drunk and high on many drugs and I know it alters the way you act and think. At least for my husband because, due to drugs and alcohol, his bachelor party went south but I found out 6 months after we were married, it was too late to act on it. However my trust issues stuck around because I considered what happened cheating and that's been really hard to get over.
Anyways, I feel so icky that my husband will be there tomorrow. I'm grossed out by him right now and don't want him touching me at all. I can't trust that he won't repeat the same thing he did at his bachelor party. Everytime I think about him being there or what he did, I throw up. I've slept all day to avoid talking to him about this because he gets SO defensive it's crazy.
Am I wrong to feel the way I do? I'm losing my mind here and don't know how to act.
Ps. Talking to him about my feelings won't work, he does have some narcissistic traits and gets extremely defensive.
