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Have you ever felt stuck in life like nothing would change but it needed to or should?

Because i feel like this. I am stuck in a dead end job and i am just now having that sink in. I mean technically we all know retail is a dead end job. But i think i used to think that maybe i could get promoted one way or the other but after being here so long i realized no thats never going to happen at my particular job or if i tried it would be an uphill battle because i am not liked on a comaraderie friendship level by the higher ups. I know how they act and joke with each other and i am not like them. Now i know you are thinking why dont you just go get another job. Well, its really difficult to get even another minimum wage type job let alone one higher up. I have tried to get both types. I can't even score an interview. It really grates on me. On top of that since i am poor i have to spend most of my time working at this dead end job just to survive abd the rest of the time i spend trying to wind down from the stress as well as gain energy because i am so tired eapecially after having covid (covid gave me lasting fatigue).

And my real #1 dream has nothing to do with jobs anyway. Its about getting to be a stay at home mom and wife and working by being a housewife and mom in the home. Even if that exact dream doesn't happen, i still want a husband and i know you have to get a boyfriend first (no sex before marriage though) and guys dont even ask me out. The only time i get asked out or given attention is by players who are after easy cheap sex or guys who flirt just for ego boosts and to lead girls on or gay men (beluece it or not i was recently approached by a man with gay pride clothes on) or hobosexual men.
Have you ever felt stuck in life like nothing would change but it needed to or should?
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