Help please I am confused?

lilyxsosa1
I was chatting to a guy for approximately 5 months, and we had a lot of ups and downs since he was a fuckboy. I liked him and was in love with him, so I started acting crazy at one point, telling him how much I loved him in paragraphs, calling him 100 times when he ignored me... all because I was in love and sad and suffering a lot. I began to leave him alone after he told me to do so. Although I still have feelings, I try to hide and deny them as much as possible. However, he isn't around me as much as he used to be, and his friend is He says he despises me and doesn't want to know anything about me, or that he doesn't like it when my name is mentioned, or that he doesn't want to talk about me or the situation at all... What could this possibly be? Is he really mad at me? Should I give it more time? I was thinking about texting him again soon because I still love him and he is very nice to me when he is around me, but we no longer text or talk on the phone.
Help please I am confused?
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