i really dont know what to say but i met i guy months ago and he asked me to be his girlfriend he was so sweet and caring and i agreed, we spent good times together but one day we had an argument about him talking to another girl and he apologized for it, but after that everything changed we stoped talking everyday but we still talk and meet each other but the last time we met we go out for lunch and it was fine we talked a little after we got home, after that day none of us send a message or talked, i didn't text him because i thought he didn’t want to, if he wanted he would i know maybe it wrong but I don't know and we didn't see each other or texted for over a month and im so confused because the last time we met we didn't say something wrong, and i kept overthinking about him so much
so i texted him that its been a while where have you been and all that stuff he told me he's doing fine and he misses me and he's been busy studying we talked for a while
then after a week he texted and then he asked me what i’m planning to do in the summer break, then i asked for his plans he said he will travel after the exams and we ended the conversation, then two weeks after that conversation (which is a couple days ago) i opened his instagram account and i saw a girls name in his bio, i was shocked so i open his facebook and turned out that he’s getting engaged i’m so confused i don’t understand why and he removed me from his instagram
i’m so confused i really want to ask him about everything i couldn’t sleep i keep thinking about it i cry without even noticing tears just keep falling down. he was my first love and he know it and he always tells me that he liked it that he’s my first
i dont want to text him because he removed me and he's engaged i don’t want to ruin anything but at the same time i really want clarity im so lost. sometimes i think about messaging his best friend but I don't know I've never talked to him before its so embarrassing
