Why I always fall in love with older ill men?

It's been like that since I was 16, I only fall in love with men older than me who are mentally ill or abusive or toxic or narcisstic but yesterday I noticed its draining me the last two men one who was 50 year old he was attention seeking and abusive snd the man I fell in love with now almost (60) is mentally ill with schizo who when I ignore him starts posting a lot of his pictures on social media needing attention. I tried to stop falling for such men but I can't
Why I always fall in love with older ill men?
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