Is he really into me?

[Anonymous]

I got divorce a year ago. To help financially I took a lodger. He is a 22 year old guy. We got on very well from the very beginning. Then I noticed some flirting from his part but me being old enough to be his mother I brushed it aside. However the chemistry was there and I could not hide it any longer. I flirted back. I thought it would be fun and would not go anywhere because of the age gap and because even though I am pretty enough I am a plus size and I don’t consider myself sexy. However on his birthday I have to give him a hug and kiss but he quickly put his lips on mine and we kissed for what seems like hours. I really enjoyed it. But for days kitting else happened. I kept saying to myself that it was wrong. But when we kissed again I could feel his getting really hard and we ended up having sex. After a lot of thought I decided we are both adults and free and although we both know this is just a fling , as in it is not find to lead to a long term relationship, I decided to live life, be happy and enjoy whatever this is. Now I am probably over thinking it but what I do not get is why me and not any other younger, fit and beautiful girl? Also, as we are not really boyfriend and girls friend, I always ask for a kiss instead of just going for it. His behaviour is very flirtatious but it is as if he is afraid of being the one to take the initiative. Recently I asked him if I always had to ask first for a kiss of of “I could help myself”. His reply was to hem myself! So he clearly wants me. The things is I do not know how to take this. If sex is what he wants, he can have it with anyone else as he is very attractive. And I know there isn’t another girl. So why doesn’t he make the first move.. Is it his age showing here. He lost his virginity with me and I thought after that he would move on but 8 months later he is still with me. Why? Could he really have feelings for me?

Updates

9 mo

Age here is wrong. I am 43

[Anonymous]

Girl take this as a young guy has chemistry with you and your both enjoying hot steamy sex!

Is that what you want or want a relationship?

Sex with milfs is also so hot if your his body type. My wife and I are open and we both love different body types.

Honestly I really like your body type 😉 and I know my wife would love getting along great with you before moving to the bedroom!

Really if you want your guy to join us we would adore a 4some!

Your there sexy and easy for him of course he wants you!

[Anonymous]

Well, I guess your age is really off on here because two years older doesn’t make you old enough to be his mom, it’s because he got to know you is why he is into you and living in the same house, you also took his virginity, so that kind of builds a connection there also, it’s basically just sex and maybe that’s all you need for now since you just got divorced, it doesn’t have to be anything more right now

[Asker]

The age here is wrong and I do not know how to change it. I agree it does not need to be anything else right know I guess i am just insecure and wondering if I mean something to him?

[Opinion Owner]

You can email the administrators and they will fix it. As for your roommate, just enjoy it while it lasts.

[spartan55]

He can't have sex with anyone he wants. That's just not true. Sounds like you are determined to self sabotage whatever it is you have.

[Asker]

I do not want to sabotage anything. I would like to thing that this is more than just sex, even though I know this will never be a forever after. Hence wondering why me and not any of the younger beautiful women that are after him?

[spartan55]

I'd say take the win and stop fretting about it.

[Anonymous]

I also having secret sexual relationship with old women she knows I'm fuckboy so it's just sex hold us...

It's always fun to fuck older women

[In_Trance]

no he isn't

[Asker]

You mea. He does not have feelings for me and it is just sex?

[In_Trance]

Why don't you keep your clothes on and have a conversation with him about it?

[Asker]

I am afraid of asking questions in case I do not like the answer. I am not stupid. I know this is never going to last forever but at least for as long as it lasts I would like for it to be more than just sex?

[In_Trance]

He has no idea what you want or what you expect unless you talk to him about it.
I really don't understand your logic here.
You'll gladly get naked and let him throw it inside of you, but you won't have a conversation?

[Asker]

We do converse a lot but have never really talked about what it is that we have as it happened very suddenly. Again the reason why I do not openly ask him about it is because I am afraid for him is just sex but it isn’t for me.

[In_Trance]

You talk a lot but you're not having the right conversations clearly.
Your fear is completely irrational.

[Asker]

I am a woman with feelings and emotions, that is falling for someone who I fear may not feel the same way about me. That these fears may be caused by my insecurities? By me not able to believe someone like him can actually see something in me? Possibly but is that irrational?

[In_Trance]

It's irrational when you refuse to have the correct conversations and validate what you're feeling.

You're guessing at best

How would you feel if the roles were reversed? You thought everything was great but he thought you weren't interested; then he ends it based on a thought that has not been validated? Doesn't that seem irrational?