Guy's Behavior

I can’t tell if this is normal or if my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore?

My boyfriend has already done something to really hurt me but i decided to forgive him and told him if it happens again im not going to be with him anymore, to which he hasn't done ever again but i still feel like he doesn't love me anymore and i dont know why, i mean i never do anything to hurt him im loyal to him i comfort him when he needs comfort and im there for him when he needs someone to talk to but when it comes to me expressing how im feeling or when im sad he just gets mad for some reason and then he’ll make me feel worse than before and then he apologizes and says it won't happen again but then it does. He blames other things on why he acts the way he does but i try to tell him its not just that and how its also his attitude and that he can fix it with time and with my help too. But he doesn't want to get help from me he doesn't want to try and change what he says or how he acts, and he’ll talk about how he wants a future with me but then he still proceeds to raise his voice at me or dismiss what i have to say, and one time when we were hanging out with his friends we got into a argument before his friends got there and i was quiet and didn't smile the whole time we were there and when my boyfriend would talk to me i was quieter than usual but he didn't even seem to notice or care until later when we were outside by ourselves and i had a panic attack and almost fainted but for some reason he didn't even notice that either until i yelled for him and told him then he walked slowly up to me while i was about to faint, but he comforted me which i appreciate him for doing but i still dont get why he can be sweet to me and then grumpy at me in the same day when im just trying to love him and treat him better than his ex girlfriends, i understand that they didn't treat him right, but why take it out on the woman that does love and treat you right? I need some help knowing if my boyfriend does love me or if he’s just using me

I can’t tell if this is normal or if my boyfriend doesn’t love me anymore?
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