Lately, I have been fooling around with posts that border on the insane, like:
NO ONE WILL HEAR THE SCREAMS IN YOUR MIND!!!
And that's very amusing to me writing things like that. But I got a message from someone who was concerned about my well-being as a result, so I wanted to assure people that I'm COMPLETE FINE AND I'M BURNING IN FLAMES!
But in all seriousness, and perhaps with my latest intentions towards complete sobriety, I find internet communication very ineffective. We can't read each other's body language across the text. And I've always been notorious for long-winded text messages which might be a bit dull for most to read, and I don't think they reflect my personality well in real life.
So it's like LET'S USE INSANITY TO SHAKE THE HELL OUT OF THINGS! This seems like a more interesting form of communication over text. And I can perhaps at least convey one maniacal aspect of my personality effectively through such a process.
Yet I've also been thinking that this might foster a more peaceful style of communication. For example, this seems so hostile:
Person A: You're a complete idiot. I don't even know where to begin.
Person B: Whatever, dumbass. Blocked.
That seems so unpleasant. Whereas it seems far more civil to me somehow (as well as entertaining for other readers) if it was more like:
Person A: I WILL BURN YOUR HOUSE DOWN!
Person B: I WILL RIP OFF YOUR FACE AND WEAR IT FOR HALLOWEEN!
That doesn't seem so rude and belligerent to me since no one is insulting each other and just talking about what they'd like to do to each other. So I've been thinking that might be the more fun and peaceful way to communicate over the internet.
I've also been listening to weird music like this:
... which, combined with a style of free writing, tends to bring out those types OF FUCKING THOUGHTS THAT WILL TEAR THROUGH THE WHOLE GODDAMN GALAXY AND DROWN IT IN METEORITES!
Anyway, I just wanted to put people at ease who were worried about me. I'm having lots of fun with this and not so serious and I find it rather therapeutic for some reason. I recommend other people give it a try like, YOUR TAKE SUCKS! I WILL TAKE A GIANT SHIT ON IT AND COVER IT IN A WHOLE MOUNTAIN OF SMELLY SHIT AND THEN SET IT ON FIRE! It might be therapeutic for some people.