Yes. I hear you completely on the bullying and the tired of being lonely thing. I'm so sorry you had to go through all that and experience what you did. I can relate to how you're feeling.
I grew up with bullying from middle school through high school, as well as from my family and those who cared about me. I was constantly talked down to, and walked over by even those people who I thought loved me. I went through a similar relationship that was toxic, and made me feel like a worthless being on this planet. My happiness, my self esteem, and my confidence still isn't present. I'll be honest, I'm actually scared of sex due to my past relationship. I'm scared of intimacy and being too close to someone because that fear of getting hurt.
However, you must look at what you got through. I know you're sad now but think about it, all those experiences and downfalls help us grow as people. Life is rough, tough, and unfair to everyone but it teaches us that no matter what we're capable of over coming things and finding ourselves again.
There's lots of us out there. If you ever want to talk or need some one to rant to, you're more than welcome to send me a message anytime.
I know talking and writing blogs to myself helped me out (and still does) with getting through things and finding my happiness again.
Life gets better. please don't lose hope.
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I have been there. I struggled with depression my entire life (starting with a traumatic event when I was 5 years old - although it didn't seem dramatic at the time).
Depression for me (I found out after years of work) was simply working through my resentments and really looking at the real reasons why I felt resentful of a situation, an institution, or person. Usually my resentments stemmed from fear-based emotions such as envy, insecurity, etc.
Once I figured out the very issues with my character, examining them with great detail, I began to make changes within myself. It was this that fully pulled me out of my depression - for good - no medication... and I haven't dipped back into it for 2 years. :)
Hey! I have epilepsy and chronic anxiety & depression. I refuse to take meds anymore due to taking them for years. I too have been cheated on lied to and abused. I never really fell in true love up until my current girlfriend kf 3 years. My best suggestion is to go for walks, enjoy hobbies, do what makes you honestly at peace and happy.
I work on cars for my hobby and that makes me feel better also
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