How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?

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So since I was 17 i started getting anxiety attacks so bad I could only eat soup for about a year. Then I began eating more and more solid food without choking. Then since 3 months ago I been eating normal however can’t eat solid food at night choke. Then in those 3 moths my eating was normal I ate fast and ate burgers daily tacos chicken pasta cookies etc. I even at at night more yet the highest weight I been is only to 87lbs. I was
83 then 86 then 87 now down to 83. Even wen I ate burgers tacos daily I was still super skinny I don't know why. I look same except now my face is slimmer. I always had weird stick arms but soemtimes do weights with dumbbells so have tiny muscles there. Since 4 days ago I began to choke on all foods I ate. I was anxiety free eating cookies and chewing and without my control a tiny piece slips into my throat & i got red purple face & Almsot choked. However past week I was eating normal so I’m confused. Now I’m eating mashed potatoes daily with butter only & cheescake & high calorie yogurt & 3 smoothies a day. Tomrow I’m adding beans and avacado to my mashed potatoes however hope next week I can eat my usuall eggs penut butter sandwhiches and homemade chicken soup at least. I can eat sweet potatoes as well but very slow. I was eating cake but took faster normal bites and choked. Im going to the gym Tomrow and Friday. Any help? Here r pics of my arms n legs are more thinner while arms look they sorta have some fat. I’m 5ft. My face looks not anorexic but my jaw is slimmer. I don't know if I’m healthy or not
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
How can I gain weight to 90lbs as I’m underweight? help me?
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