Don't get me wrong I'm not suicidal or anything or I'm not really unhappy but I'm bored and my life is a repetitive process, work, sleep, shower, eat, you get the deal, thing is mentally I have gotten to the point where I just don't care about anything or care about very little, you lose your socialization filter or don't care about literally anything and the worst part is that it's so comfortable to the point it doesn't bother you, is this something that forms from boredom or is it what I have become due to character development where I gotten to the point where I physically or mentally have nothing to lose, has anyone ever felt this way before, even if it comes in a wave or phase, if you know the cause, I'd also would like to know, thing is I have a heart where i feel sympathy so I'm not a psychopath or anything in that category but I've been feeling like this for years now so it's just weird, it sorta feels like in video games where you don't care about what happens cause you spawn again, it's like that but in real life, it sometimes get to the point where I'm at a store or something and a part of me hopes something like a robbery or something happens cause it's just I guess like a metal torture of boredom 🤷🏽
Am I the only one that's unmotivated to live in life?
