Attachment, Past, Loss of Mom and trying to recapture some of the good memories and how it felt? Its a very crazy situation to keep to myself?

i can not share details as its very very long but yeah those are the things i go through in a nutshell, also its caused by a trauma that occured to a certain place where i had an attachment becasuse it was a reminder of my mom when she was alive when i was 5 till i was 10, and after that my mom was no more, also a clinginess to that place so the trauma and intrusive thoughts related to that place made it 10 0 times worse. One option that i foud nd helpful was when i went to another place where i had the same amount of emotional attachment to, and i feel its something i didn't solve, its like id do everything to go back there to just remember the good times and forget the what ifs from the nostalgia. I have been having this since i was 14 or 15 still to this day.
Attachment, Past, Loss of Mom and trying to recapture some of the good memories and how it felt? Its a very crazy situation to keep to myself?
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